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MAY SFONDI

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[me_matey]

mad that it exists. that theres a world that it needs to exist in. al ot of things

[livingimpaired]

Well, I will say. Anger is a lot better than sorrow.

[me_matey]

both r better than feeling numb. so. improvement there i guess.

[livingimpaired]

I suppose that it would be that much of a shock. But I will tell you what I told Sakura, I believe you two are making a wise decision. [ Is it a good one? Eh. For them, this is probably as wise as it will ever get. ]

You two are going to be working through what most people shy away from. It will be rough and difficult, but it will be over faster than it would for others. It will feel like it will last forever, but this process will actually be shorter than any other route.

[me_matey]

ye ye i kno takin the high road and all that shit

but that doesnt change how i feel

[livingimpaired]

Honestly, I wouldn't consider this the high road. I would consider this the rough road.

You still love her?

[me_matey]

more than anything. i dont realistically think ill ever stop.

[livingimpaired]

That's a foolish thought to have, May.

[me_matey]

idk if uve never noticed but im a pretty foolish girl

[livingimpaired]

On occasion, yes.

But if you continue to love her even when she cannot love you back, you will only end up causing her pain in the end. It'll be a selfish love where neither one of you are happy. And I do not think you wish to make the person you love live an unhappy life with you.

[me_matey]

i figured. so im back to just wishing it away.

maybe i should try dating again

[livingimpaired]

I don't know how wise that is, either.

With you still infatuated with her, you'll only end up comparing and finding everyone else wanting and fall more in love with her. I'm starting to worry about you. How troubling.

[me_matey]

WELL WHAT ELSE AM I SUPPOSED TO DO MR HAS ALL THE ANSWERS ALL THE TIME?

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[livingimpaired]

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[livingimpaired]

It will be painful, but I have an idea.

[me_matey]

if ur gonna say 'make her move out' thats not happenin but sure lets hear it

[livingimpaired]

No, it is not that, May.

You have to tell yourself every day that she does not love you. You have to tell yourself that you confessed your feelings for her, was everything that you could be for her, and she did not want you. She does not want you, and she will not ever want you as someone to love romantically.

That is less wishing it away and forcing yourself to recognize reality.

[me_matey]

-...-

great. a daily affirmation.

fun.

[livingimpaired]

I'm sorry.

It's a painful thing to have to do, but if you do not wake yourself from your dream, you won't ever be able to make Sakura happy even as a friend.

[me_matey]

less painful and more stupid but since im running a marathon in bein a dumbass here maybe stupid is what i need

i just wish i wasnt such a peabrain that i had to sit in front of a mirror and remind myself of the obvious

[livingimpaired]

I've never been in love, but I can say that you are not stupid.

Emotions are emotions. They override good common sense. When someone gives you a sense of comfort, you want to pursue it regardless of the dangers. And I've always been an advocate of greed and the pursuit of happiness.

All we can do when we start to sink to them is remind ourselves of the reality of the situation. To stop ourselves from hurting ourselves and those around us.

[me_matey]

ye ye


ill give it a try if nothin else

[livingimpaired]

At the very least, I'm glad I spoke with you.

Here I was feeling a little proud of what you two were doing, and now I had to intervene a little to ensure that it wouldn't deteriorate into something unpleasant.